In our society we have been conditioned to look at things we are required to do (but don’t necessarily want to) as “work”. It’s true. Has the cat box been cleaned out? Do I want to clean it out? Eh… it needs to be. Are the dishes in the dishwasher? Do I want to rinse them and put them in the dishwasher? Eh… they need to be. Let’s face it, we have TONS of these scenarios going on in our lives but my question is… when it comes to “work” why as a society do we feel we are obligated to split the “work” 50/50?
See… in my strange-way-of-thinking mind, when I hear people say this my thought process is… let’s say a couple has 10 things that needs to be done in the household or in their relationships (with each other or not) when they expect one person to do half of the “work” how is it determined who does what half? Wouldn’t there always be one person waiting to see what the other person is going to do before pulling their own weight? What if both individuals are doing the same thing and suddenly those 10 things are just sitting there… idle?
I’m just saying… if we’re going to talk percentages… what is wrong with one person doing 70% of the “work” and the other person does the other 30% but also invests their time/funds/attention to other things that could benefit their relationship/life experience, e.g. plan vacation, weekend outing, restaurant/movie date night, etc. I think most relationships are strained when the individuals involved are just focusing on the “work” and they forget about fun/leisure the very thing that brought them together in the first place (time, attention, fun).
What if we stopped looking at relationships as a 50/50 type scenario and just focus on doing 150% of quality time/effort together? Just a thought.
I was reading another blogger’s entry right now and they were talking about heartbreak. It had been over a year since their relationship ended but here they were still hurting. It’s been so long for me I barely remember the feeling now. I think that’s what we humans are great at feeling pain and forgetting it. In our minds we only have a memory after some time.
I remember thinking at the time “Wow this physically hurts. It was like literally feeling a knife piercing through your chest. Suddenly the basic functions of everyday life were meaningless. I had no appetite for food. Comfort could only be found by clutching the pillow to my chest and crying. Friends try to distract you but even they have to admit there really isn’t anything they can do but be there to assure you that you are not alone.
Anyone who has ever experienced heartbreak like this knows what I’m talking about…and if you don’t, some day I hope you will. I know that sounds a little harsh but it’s the truth. I think the only way to truly appreciate REAL love is to experience heart break.
How to get over a heartbreak.
Take a shower
That’s right take a shower; and if you really feel bad, take a cold one you’d be amazed. You’ll think that it’s crazy and you’ll wonder why you’re doing it but I assure you – that stabbing feeling in your chest? Gone. (That is until you start thinking all over again.)
Get those endorphins flowing
Go for a walk and if that’s not enough to distract you, run. Try to run so much that you can barely breathe and try your best to actually break a sweat. Getting those endorphins flowing will help you feel better I promise.
Stop talking to the one who broke your heart
It’s tempting to remain in contact with your ex you shouldn’t. Delete their contact information from your phone, your social network profiles, cut off all ties. The sooner you can distance yourself from them the sooner you will feel better.
Focus on YOU
Set small goals for yourself like drink a cup tea every night before you go to bed every day for a week. Then when you’re up to it start thinking of goals you’d like to accomplish before the end of the year. While you’re at it decide what goals you’d want to achieve in 5 years.
Whether it’s being with friends and family that always make you laugh or watch a comedy that you love. What ever you have to do make yourself laugh. Sometimes even if you have to fake it. Look at yourself in the mirror and just start laughing until you are doing it genuinely.
Today is our 2nd year anniversary – wow time has REALLY flown! Two years ago I exchanged vows with my incredible husband. I never knew how much closer we could become. Yet here we are, even closer than we were before. Relationships are not supposed to be easy. With great communication though you can overcome any obstacle. This year has been proof of that. For those that wonder “how can you choose one person to stay the rest of your life with?” When you find a partner that shares and supports your goals and personal ambitions it makes it all the more easier. There is definitely something to be said about knowing one another’s strength and weaknesses and loving them none-the-less. In my opinion, the key to a successful relationship is not only communication but it’s the understanding of both individuals that their marriage is a partnership; yet there is also a mutual understanding of each others’ individuality. It’s also important to express gratitude every day. If you can take the time every day to be thankful for your significant other and be comfortable enough to genuinely express it; it will bring both of you so much closer.
To celebrate we took a day trip to the San Jose/Silicon Valley. We did a quick hike at Santa Teresa and we brought the dogs with us. We didn’t really plan it out and ended up eating shrimp and chicken wings in the car because we didn’t want to leave the dogs in the car in the hot sun. I was so happy that there was a Boiling Crab restaurant in San Jose. Jared knows that is my favorite place. It was a bit of a challenge to eat in the car but we managed to do so without making a mess at all!
Looking back: The wedding
Two years ago both of our families and friends came together to celebrate our union as husband and wife. We had a very casual wedding and it was my main goal to get through the day with minimal stress. Don’t get me wrong the weeks leading up to it had its moments. I remember I had gotten frustrated at Jared for a)not volunteering to help me with the wedding invitations and b) putting the stamps on crooked! I had broken down and cried that night but he held me and I knew it was just the building stress that I had refrained from expressing to him. I remember having to deal with sending out invitations and still not having an officiant in place to help us with our vows. My maid-of-honor pulled through for me though and arranged it with her friend who had a license to be our officiant.
Our parents did all of the cooking and sorted out all of the arrangements and equipment for the reception. My cousins really helped us out by being so amazing with setting up and cleaning up the reception hall. Oh and my brothers oh man I am so grateful for them because they really got everything running smoothly and ensured that every one was where they were supposed to be. I still remember them being on the phone with them after getting my hair done and they were telling me to find a way to stall because my parents hadn’t finish cooking yet and the wedding was technically supposed to start in 30 minutes. My bridesmaids really helped me cope with that hectic part. I remember we stopped by a Sonic and there we were sipping on our cherry-limeaids and I was doing everything in my power to ensure I did not spill a drop of that red liquid on my white dress. It was a fantastic day and I would not change a thing about it.
First Year Anniversary
For our first year anniversary we celebrated by going to New Orleans. We stayed in a beautiful room in the Bienville Hotel. For the life of me I could not understand why there was not a single bakery in the whole French Quarter. We got our fill on pralines though. Oh and tried some pretty fantastic food too. Jared was a bit stressed about driving around the city but we definitely had more fun walking around after finally finding a safe place to park. Cafe Du Monde was definitely one of the highlights of our stay there. Delicious cafe au lait and the beignets are the two things that will bring us back to New Orleans in the future.